Monday, March 21, 2011
{ 3:13 AM }
Was in hongkong from 14th-17th march, awesome birthday treat from daddy!
Weather was cold, food was awesome but toothache was a damn big problem to me. :(
Somewhat, somewhere i fell sick during the trip and it was really unpleasant and it was so painful that i teared! :'(
Family was God's best creation on earth. My little cousin was taken care by me, slept beside her all night, fed her on the plane, held her hands, bear all her nonsense, coaxed her to sleep, told her how much i loved her, hug her to sleep every night. Seriously that was the best thing that ever happened to me. I realised how important my family meant to me because i neglected them too much before my granny passed away. Every tuesday night i always make an effort to spend time with them and never wanting to leave.
I just can't describe how much i love them and i really thank God for them. :)
Time flies, feelings faded. I am no longer holding on to the past. I am tired, been trying and i am giving up.
I guessed you were doing this to meant well but you have no idea how painful it was for me for the past half a year.
At times, images of you appeared in my mind and yes, i would end up crying.
Why am i so silly? I have no idea too.
Holding on to something that will never come back. Now that's stupid, right?
Airport, was the best memories you gave me because you made me realised how much i missed you.
It came to a point whereby, "Those would be the best memories." and yes, till now, i am still missing you but i tried, i texted you but there was no reply from you so that's when i told myself, "It's time amanda, it's time to give up."
I missed you calling me honey and everything else but it's all memories.
I have no idea why am i blogging all these out too.
Anyway, all the best XC. <3
