Wednesday, September 10, 2008
{ 3:22 PM }
everytime i close my eyes,
my thoughts will run wild,
your face kept appearing in
my mind.i woke up suddenly and told myself it was just a dream but it was so real.
images of you kept haunting me over and over again.
i think for the past few months i had been thinking so hard about you.
on the other hand, i had been telling myself to forget about everything but i failed to do so.
when friends are telling me about you, how hilarious you were, how nice you were, how smart you were and other little little things that can make friends around you happy.
i just put on a smiled and nodded my head.
you never know how pain i felt.
to you, i am nothing in your eyes already and i bet you even fcuk care me.
i really do not wish to stay entrapped in this pain anymore. end it please.
it really really hurts.....
you even told me that nothing can break us apart but now?
it shattered into pieces and totally impossible to paste back the shattered glasses bits back into it's original shape,
like your loved ones who died in a tragic death,
it was also too late to tell him/her, "i love you."
if we could go back in time, what will you want to do to make up everything?
i guess it is really impossible.
goodbye is all i can say...memories will remain as memories forever.thanks for being part of my life :D
